This is a public diary and a public confession. Its the story of Mike Gibbons-Camp, a 30 year old legal aid attorney who on August 23, 2007 weighed in at 392.8 lbs. Thanks to the constant support of my wife, Liz, and a kick in the pants by a good friend who I hadn't talked to for a while, I finally decided that enough was enough. But instead of quietly suffering with my weight, I started my blog, "New Me?"

I did really well for 10 weeks, then it completely fell apart. I was in denial for a long time, thinking I was just slipping up a bit, making a mistake here or there. But the reality was that I had failed.

Since then i've tried just about everything I could to get back on the wagon. And i've done well for a week here, a week there, but nothing lasting. So I don't know what to tell a new reader to my blog, but "welcome, and wish me luck."

Monday, September 24, 2007

outed

Another big milestone happened just ten minutes ago. For the first time someone who didn't know I was on a diet complimented me on my weight loss :) One of the secretaries in the office (who is a refreshingly frank and outspoken person) stopped me in the hall and said "hey, you've lost a lot of weight, haven't you?" So I've been outed at least somewhat at work now, which may make it a little easier to stick to the diet at group functions, if it means that people are less likely to be offended if I don't share in their snacks or if people are less quick to offer desserts to me.

But most importantly to me... It's the first concrete confirmation I have that my progress is starting to change my appearance. (Liz has said I look better, but I always have to wonder whether that's just because she knows I'm making progress and need the affirmation).

And in related news, the shirt, pants, and belt I'm wearing today were all in the "too tight to wear" pile at the beginning of the challenge.

ps. if you don't read the blog on the weekend, scroll down... i've got about five posts since Saturday.

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