This is a public diary and a public confession. Its the story of Mike Gibbons-Camp, a 30 year old legal aid attorney who on August 23, 2007 weighed in at 392.8 lbs. Thanks to the constant support of my wife, Liz, and a kick in the pants by a good friend who I hadn't talked to for a while, I finally decided that enough was enough. But instead of quietly suffering with my weight, I started my blog, "New Me?"

I did really well for 10 weeks, then it completely fell apart. I was in denial for a long time, thinking I was just slipping up a bit, making a mistake here or there. But the reality was that I had failed.

Since then i've tried just about everything I could to get back on the wagon. And i've done well for a week here, a week there, but nothing lasting. So I don't know what to tell a new reader to my blog, but "welcome, and wish me luck."
Showing posts with label Niagra Trip. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Niagra Trip. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Vacation Report - Day One

I had a exemplary first day of vacation yesterday. I had a 4 point cereal for breakfast, salad and soup for lunch, and grilled tilapia and steamed veggies for dinner. I also found out that our hotel has one of the best hotel fitness rooms I’ve seen, so I was able to get a strength training in this morning.

I also used the exercise bike while I was at it, since I don’t usually have access to one of those. It was surprisingly difficult. I think I will try to hit at least that each day I’m here, and maybe add a cheap bike to my list of things to buy when I have some spare cash. I guess that my slowly progressing treadmill workouts would transfer some ability to pedal as well... but apparently they use completely different muscle groups in your legs, or they use them sufficiently differently that the two do not duplicate each other.

Also in the win column, I spent a lot of time walking just for the sake of walking yesterday.

As to the vacation itself: We only got to Niagra at around 3, and the trip up was fairly uneventful. Liz and I walked down to the falls, and up the river a ways, and explored Niagra Falls (the town) itself for a while. My parents and my brother and his wife went and played around in the casino, but I really don’t have much interest in that. I did go down to the falls after dark to see the light show, and got there just in time to see the fireworks, so that was fun.

Today I think I’m going to try to do some of the touristy stuff that I’ve never gotten around to trying despite numerous stops at the falls. Like the Maid of the Mist boat ride and the trolly tour, those sorts of things. We’re also having lunch in a tower on the Canadian side over looking the river. And tonight my mom has gotten all excited about experiencing a Hard Rock CafĂ© because neither of my parents have ever been to one.

Then tomorrow Liz and I will probably spend the day on the Canadian bank, and maybe seeing her mom and brother can come down so the four of us can hit some pubs on the Canadian side.

Anyway, one day in, and doing really well so far. Now for day two.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

outta here

I've been working extra hard this week to try to build up a bit of a buffer before going off to Niagra. I've done pretty well. I'm down 3.4 on the week, taking me to 368.2, and 24.6 down over all. And I haven't used any flex points for the week (in fact, I've been hitting about five points down each day so far, so I think I have my appetite more or less under control.)

I'm leaving tonight at around 4, picking Liz up in Cbus at 5, having dinner with her there, then off to my parents, where we will be leaving at around six thirty tomorrow morning. Today I will be packing and making sure we don't leave any food out to spoil, that sort of thing. My friend Melissa has agreed to stop in to take care of the cats, which is a huge relief. Last time we went out of town for a week I had to put one cat into boarding with the vets and one with Liz's grandfather in Zanesville.

So my goal in Niagra is to do well enough that I don't gain back any more than that 3.4. Wish me luck. I will be taking my laptop, along with a cd containing a copy of my points spreadsheets, and I'm pretty sure I'll have internet in my room.

So if knowing is half the battle.... what are the challenges facing me this week? Well, I won't be at home where I have reduced sodium tuna, sugar free peanut butter, skim milk, and only whole wheat in any flour products. I'll be eating at restaurants, and who knows what ingredients they use! And my parents are of an age and social economic background that when they eat out... it is buffets only. Well, maybe not only, but at least 99% of the time. Only eating at buffets and having a mentality that you clean your plate was one of the several factors leading me to develop the horrible eating habits that have stuck with me all my life. Then there is my brother... a horrible influence on me when it comes to food. He is probably a little overweight, but definitely not obese, but he eats like a frat boy. Even more than I do at my worse moments. We'll stop at subway, he wants three footlong subs, that sort of thing.

And there's the absence of my treadmill. This week if I want to walk a mile... I have to do it in public. That'll be hard. I've always been afraid to exercise in public. I mean, admit it, if you see someone who's nearly 400 lbs huffing and puffing on a treadmill, your first reaction is "yeah right, who's he trying to fool." One of my goals in life is to reach a point where I'm not ashamed to go in and ask for a gym membership. I'm not there yet.

Anyway, I have lots to do today, so I better get back to it. Wish me luck, cross your fingers, pray, send me good vibes... whatever you're into, and hopefully i'll make it through the week without too much damage :)